things

that make me



the mulberry tree



it's hot enough to wear midriff tops


my muscat



my newest baby


the jacaranda tree is starting to flower (:

10 things i have come to realise about myself

just recently.

1. When in a stressed environment, i often act as though i am intoxicated.
Not bumping into walls, just really really really overly happy. and giggly.
2. I talk to my cats.
Only when they're sitting in a weird position on the stairs or something like that. But still.
3. There is something up with my mood if I am not sure which music to listen to.
4. When i really concentrate hard, I put my hair up on the top of my head.
It looks like I'm wearing a mop as a wig. ever so attractive.
5. In order to procrastinate studying, i have to come up with elaborate reasons as to why i'm not doing.
as to not feel guilty
this night's reason was because i was slighty traumatised due to being attacked by an above average beetle.
and needed a bit of photo editing and myspace chatting in order to recuperate.
funny thing is i'm not actually kidding. |:
6. i care too too much about trends.
and 'my things' becoming popular
it's stupid to be possessive about it. but it really gets me here *points to left of chest*.
7. i rely on 'new friends' in my life to whine to.
honestly, it's a cleansing process. just recently i didn't have my usual new acquaintance to get close to.
which was quite an awful experience.
it's so much easier to confess things to people who you believe will not judge you.
8. i'm beginning to wish my life away
i wish i would stop.
being 18 has been my dream ever since i got really HARDCORE into music
which was when i was about 13?
it's getting tiring. and i'm not getting any older.
9. it still doesn't feel like people read this.
i don't know, usually when people blog they sensor what they write
i use it as a way of confessing. not big things
just little ones.
i don't really mind.
10. my blog is becoming very word-y and not very photograph-y which is beginning to get on my nerves!
sorry sorry sorry.
the only photos i've been taking are analogue ones on my cheapass disposable camera.
and the business is making me far too stressed to even think about taking photos.
): <

A-Z

A- Angus & Julia Stone

B- Belle & Sebastian

C- The Cure

D- Death Cab For Cutie

E- Enter Shikari

F- The Flaming Lips

G- Goldfrapp

H- Hot Chip

I- Interpol

J- Jesus & Mary Chain//Joy Division.

K- Kings of Leon

L- The Libertines

M- Mew//MGMT

N- Nirvana

O- Oasis

P- Placebo

Q- Queens of the Stone Age

R- Radiohead

S- The Shins//Sigur Rós

T- The Teenagers//Tegan & Sara

U- Underground Lovers

V- Vampire Weekend

W- The Weepies//The Whitest Boy Alive

X- X-Ray Spex//Xavier Rudd

Y- Yann Tiersen//Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Z- Zach Hexum

i am jack's

I am Jack's Medulla Oblongatta
I am Jack's Raging Bile Duct.
I am Jack's cold sweat.
I Am Jack's Complete Lack of Surprise.
I Am Jack's Smirking Revenge.
I Am Jack's Broken Heart.
I Am Jack's Inflamed Sense of Rejection.
I am Jack's wasted life.



i love fight club.

HELLO MY NAME IS SOPHIE

sophie
- Every night I put my hair in plaits
Only to wash the kinks out the next morning
- When I feel sad I like to imagine I am the only person in the world
And I wander around the house thinking what it would be like to have nobody there for me
- Sometimes, if I listen to a very moving piece of music, it feels like my heart is going to burst out of my body.
Those moments are what I live for.
-Secretly, I wish I was anorexic.
- On average, every week I waste approximately 43.5 hours of my whole life on sleep.
This is on a good week.
- I wish I could make a montage out of peoples’ expressions as they opened their birthday presents.
- When I feel angry I go for a walk and frown at everyone I see
_{I then feel really guilty and this takes my mind of whatever I was angry about.}