lust for life

"Oh, I wish I had a suntan
Oh, I wish I had a pizza and a bottle of wine
Oh, I wish I had a beach house
Then we could make a big fire every night

Instead I'm just crazy, I'm totally mad
Yeah I'm just crazy, I'm fucked in the head"

So tired of being tired and annoyed at people who complicate things. Life should be as simple as possible. It's already too complex as it is.

I am in the biggest creative rut right now.

my loneliness is insatiable.

I need to go away. Somewhere, alone. So I can come back and appreciate everything again.
I have no reason to be sad, yet my mind is making everything miserable, and it sucks because if I knew what was up, I'd be able to fix it.

Fuck it all.

and no-one will know

(that i wept bitterly as i took those photos)





http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0AZIFmkogY

i am drowning.

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this week

this is what i have felt this week: