I feel like

And I'm sorry to which ever man

should meet my sorry state.

Fuck, I don't know who I am anymore. I'm sorry my photos have been so shit recently, I haven't taken them in nearly a week \:

Gonna walk walk walk

four more blocks.
plus the one in my brain.

I'm in such a Needle In the Hay mood.

edit the sad parts

sometimes all I really want to feel is love
sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry.
sometimes my feelings get in the way
of what I really feel I needed to say



i feel sad almost all the time these days.

i just need to switch my brain off somehow.

my loneliness is insatiable.

I need to go away. Somewhere, alone. So I can come back and appreciate everything again.
I have no reason to be sad, yet my mind is making everything miserable, and it sucks because if I knew what was up, I'd be able to fix it.

Fuck it all.